Sunday, December 31, 2006

It's almost tomorrow. And tomorrow is next year.

It's been quiet here. My sister is in town and it's the holidays, so attention to blogging cannot be expected. Thus, this will be short. There's a party here tomorrow and the house must be cleaned and the food prepared, and I'll get crap from my sister if I don't help. (Hi, Ishy-girl!)

I have very little work-related news to report. Jordan was on the schedule to perform at the Loading Dock Theatre at the end of January, but the cost outweighed what we could take in if we sold out both nights, so we had to back out. However, that is only a temporary setback. We will do the show again, and we'll find a way to pay for it. That time is just not now.

So the next project on the docket for me is a reading in February. Alas, it is not public unless you're a med student at the Mayo Clinic or the University of Minnesota. If you are, get straight A's because someday you might be my doctor and I don't want to wake up from surgery with a Junior Mint in my chest cavity. (Ten points and a cookie if you get the reference!)

After that, there should be a little film premiere sometime this spring. Watch for it.

Happy New Year!

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Merry Christmas!

Christmas was good to my family this year. Hope yours was the same.

Thursday, December 14, 2006

Christmas, tea, shopping, sleep.

Christmas is tiring. So here I am, snuggled up in my bed with my laptop and a mug of peppermint tea by Celestial Seasonings ® (note to Celestial Seasonings Coporate: please send the check express mail; I have Christmas shopping to do), and I'm making a list of things I can feasibly accomplish tomorrow to get ready for the next two weeks. (Ok, so I'm not actually making the list right this second. I'm blogging, but details details.) Christmas shopping for certain people in my family is easy as pie, and for others its very, very difficult. And really, I just want to go to sleep right now. So that's what I'm going to do. I can make a list tomorrow while I'm bored at work.

Night!

Friday, December 08, 2006

Saying No

I had to do something tonight that's difficult for any actor anywhere. I had to say "no".

When I first started out, I was so eager to "work" that I accepted jobs and projects without pay. I just wanted to get my face and my name out there. I didn't mind not getting paid for anything because I was building a resume, and at the time, that was what was most important. I, of course, had my list of "Things I Wouldn't Do": porn, pro drug ads, nudity, etc. However, if a job or project seemed to be on the up and up and wasn't on my "no way" list, I didn't care if it was for free.

About three years ago I made the decision to, for the most part, stop working for free in theatre and commercials and industrials. I didn't apply that same rule to film because it's a market in which I'm still trying to build a solid resume. Nor does it apply to charity or work by artists I respect and whose work I love enough to do for free. Everything else, however, has to come with some money attached. It doesn't need to be a large amount of money, because I know that most people in this business don't have any. But I do need my product (namely, my work) honored, and I'm not going to give it away for free anymore.

Most recently, I made the decision to require some written assurance that a new business relationship would benefit both parties and spell out their respective responsibilities. This decision didn't come out of thin air. A local actor that I respect both for his talent and his shrewd business sense gave me this knowledge. He had been burned by a business relationship where he was working without a contract, and he didn't want a repeat of that experience. So for his next project, he asked for a contract. Now, understand that he didn't ask for money. He asked for a contract. And the filmmaker respected that wish, and now they both understand the terms that they're working under.

Tonight, I asked for written assurance of my relationship to a potential project, and that request was turned down. The project was a spec commercial* and there was no guarantee (other than verbal) that my involvement would extend beyond the spec project, or that, if the project was picked up by a sponsor, that I would see a penny of the actors' promised 40% share in the profits. The only solid compensation that the producer/director could offer was material for my reel. I have copies of several commercials I've done, and at the moment I'm looking to build a reel of film material. The movie industry does not take a reel full of commercials and industrials seriously. If you're looking for film work, you need to have film work on your reel. So with that in mind, I didn't really have a need of the work. Knowing that freed me from the desire to work just to work, and I could look objectively at what was being offered.

What I saw was a project that provided very little information concerning both parties responsibility and no written information at all to secure the supposed partnerships that this producer/director was trying to build, even though this person said that talk is cheap and that actions speak for themselves. I saw that no action would be taken to insure that if I did the spec commercial and it was picked up that I would be paid. The producer/director was not willing to even discuss written agreements, and so I said thank you and left.

If the producer/director had said, "You know, this is something I really believe in that I'm hoping to will help the target audience. I can't pay you, but I'd appreciate it if you could do it," I would have done it. If this had been a film I was really interested in, and the producer/director had said, "I can't pay you, but you will get a copy for your reel," I would have done it. But the possibility of pay - just the possibility - was dangled as a carrot to hungry actors who want to work so badly they'll do it for free, and I'm not one of those actors anymore.

I sincerely hope that this works out for all those that are involved, and I hope to hear so in the future. I want this person to be on the up and up. I want to hear that their motives are indeed pure. I'll congratulate all of them, but I won't feel like I missed the boat.

*Spec Commercial: a commercial that a director and/or producer creates in hopes of selling the concept to a corporation; literally, a "speculative commercial"

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

Perspective

I've gained some perspective today. I heard from two too many people that they have some rocky waters on the horizon. How can I keep thinking the way I've been thinking?

Home